well, 12 years ago and it's all happened and it is still happening but at minor scale with minor loss of life, many of us would have sang national anthem of our nation at our daily prayers, so many of us in that many don't know what it exactly means, to be precise, we don't need to know the meaning of it, everything every nook and corner of the anthem is well displays in the courage and sacrifice of our unsung heroes..

Well if you ask who is captain Anuj nayyar to a kindergarten or even to a final year graduate, they will ask DID he invented something ??, well Don't leave them, just ask again who is rajni kanth ? they will tell something which wikipedia lags..

WTF is happening in our nation ? If you sing a song in vijay tv or some shit, you will become no 1 famous, people will ask for your autographs, if you dance like got a seizure, people will ask your contacts, but if you go to army, people will tell you one thing and the only thing is LOSER.. 

Kargil war, i still remember the tears of a war widow, they dint fight this war to save their life or their kins, it was for all of us, it is for A.Raja 2g billionaire, MR.kalmadi olympic case runner and also for countless bastards sitting and shitting in tihar jail..

How does it feels to see our friend dying in a inch distance with a bullet crossing his fore head and blood splashing over your face, it is horrible to think , then how horrible it would be to witness ?
How does it feels when some unknown men or women cocks a gun behind you ? many of us would wet our pants..
The patriotism that india had before her freedom is at its down face..

All of us don't want to die at war, it is ridiculous to say enroll yourself, at least we could remember our war heroes instead of fighting for our cinema heroes, to the unsung heroes who fought hard to save every inch of our homeland, to the unsung heroes who shed every drop of their blood to save us, JAI HIND !! Long live India and so long live terrorist and corrupts inside tihar jail with high alert security !

MADE IN INDIA but NOT bought in INDIA..

well, umm.. I really do not know how many of you had a strange feel, when your fellas or some strangers hear to metallica or pink floyd- NO ?? and at least have u got that feel when someone cheers for chelsea but not for our own east bengal ?

what im exactly trying to say ? is that what you ask ? its just nothing.. wanna scold ppl who places our own indian things in their side and dying for alien things... If you have gotta  facebook, just look towards any of your friends(indians) pages, they would have liked federer or nadal but no somdev, they would have liked ferrari or red bull, but no force india.. what our indian things lag ??? the thing that most of us lag here is " INDIANism " inside us..

why is that so ??? why is that we feel ashamed to reveal ourselves as indians and why is that we feel ashamed to hear our local songs ? common answer is, if you hear ilayaraja or a.r.r in loud speakers you will become a local guy, if you hear beethoven loudly, you will become an high tech ass hole.. arent you ?

Another funny thing, if you have noted any of the american houses, they would have hanged an american flag, but here, it fantastic,, people will fly their party flag at car front, it will be a great confusion for foreign visitors like where they have landed...

you cannot see an american supporting for indian cricket team, you cannot see an english cheering for indian hockey, but you can see an indian cheering for an non indian team....

Many of our guys are loved to be called by the foreign players name and pop stars name, they often change their names even... funniest part is, people without knowing the lyrics of pop songs, they loves to murmur the lines, pretending to be a so called hi tech ass..

There are no mistakes of being a  citizen to the world, but forgetting our own country and our own signs for being a citizen of world deserves a shame and apology !